पिया संग पीहर में !
(Piya Sang Peehar mein)
meree sachchee kahaanee masak kalee mausee
ab tak mere batae anusaar gurujee ne aapake saamane prastut kee. pahale teen bhaagon mein aapane padha ki kaise meree mausee bhraamaree devee ne mujhe samalaingik yaun sukh pradaan kiya.
ab masak kalee mausee se aage !
vaade ke anusaar apanee suhaagaraat kee kahaanee apanee jubaanee bata rahee hoon.
shaayad yah jaanakar aapako thodee hairaanee hogee ki hamaare samaaj mein rivaaz hai ki ladakee kee suhaagaraat maayake mein hee sasuraak jaane se pahale ho jaatee hai.
meree shaadee kee sabhee rasmen shaam chaar baje tak ho gaee thee aur suhaagaraat kee rasm raat ko thee.
meree saheliyon ne mil kar meree suhaag-sez saja dee. mauka dekh kar mujhe mausee ne kaafee seekh dee ki aise karana, vaise karana, kya baat karanee hai aur kya nahin karanee hai.
lekin main ghabaraee huee thee. mere man mein dar ka chor tha kyonki mera yoni-bhedan mausee pahale hee kar chukee thee aur mujhe dar tha ki mere pati ajay paal sinh ko aabhaas ho gaya ki meree yoni kunvaaree nahin hai to pata nahin mujhe sveekaar karenge bhee ya nahin. mausee mujhe pahale hee samajha chukee thee ki ling-pravesh ke samay to apanee taangen bheench lena taaki ling aasaanee se andar na ja pae aur pati ko shak na hone pae.
raat ko main apanee suhaag-sez par baithee apane pati kee prateeksha kar rahee thee. mainne to kabhee inase baat bhee nahin kee thee, mujhe kuchh pata hee nahin tha inake svabhaav ke baare mein !
jaise hee ye kamare mein aae, mera dil dhak dhak karane laga. meree nanad raaginee ne kamare ka daravaaza band kar diya aur shaayad baahar se kundee bhee laga dee thee.
ye aakar mere paas baithe, mere kandhe par haath rakha aur bole- barakha !
main to bas kaamp kar rah gaee aur apane mein simat gaee. kabhee lagata mera gala sookh raha hai to kabhee lagata ki mere gale mein aavaaz hee nahin hai.
inhonne mere donon kandhe pakad lie aur bole- barakha, itana kyon ghabara rahee ho?
mere sir-mukh par chunaree ka aavaran tha, mainne nazar utha kar inhen dekha to chunaree mein se inaka chehara saaf dikh raha tha. main chup hee rahee.
inhonne mujhe apanee aur jhukaate hue apane seene se lagaaya aur bole- ghabarao mat !
fir ek haath se mere chehare se chunaree hataane lage to anaayaas hee mere donon haath mere chehare par aa gae aur mainne apana chehara chhipa liya. inhonne mujhe seedha kiya aur apane honth mere haathon ke prshth bhaag par rakh die. main sihar uthee. yah mera pratham purush sparsh tha.
fir apane haathon se mere haath hataate hue bole- ab to is salone mukhade ke deedaar kara do ! chhah maheene se tadap raha hoon !
hamaaree sagaee vivaah se chhah maheene pahale ho gaee thee aur tab bhee ye mera chehara nahin dekh pae the. hamaare yahaan ke rivaaz hee kuchh aise hain.
jaise hee mere haath hate meree aankhen band ho gaee. inhonne ek ek karake meree donon aankhon par chooma aur mujhe gale laga liya.
inaka pyaar dekh kar main trpt ho gaee magar ek bhay fir mere man mein ghar karane laga- agar inako mere kaumaary par shak ho gaya to ? to kya main inaka itana pyaar praapt kar paoongee? meree aankhon se aansoo bah nikale !
ye bhee meree ghabaraahat ko mahasoos kar rahe the aur meree peeth sahala kar mujhe shaant karane kee koshish kar rahe the. isee kram mein meree chunaree mere sir par se hat chukee thee. inhonne meree peeth se chunaree hataanee chaahee to mere bol nikale- daravaaje kee kundee to laga lo !
oh ! achchha !
ye uthe aur main fir se chunaree audh kar theek se baith gaee.
ajay vaapis aae to muskura uthe. chunaree kee aad se main inhen dekh rahee thee.
ye kuchh nahin bole aur bas meree god mein apana sir rakh kar let gae. ab to main aur fans gaee. ab ye mere ghoonghat se mera chehara spasht dekh pa rahe the. mere vaksh inake maathe ko sparsh kar rahe the aur sharm ke maare meree aankhen band huee ja rahee thee.
main karoon to kya ?
inake honthon par madhur muskaan thee. ye mere man par chha gae. achaanak inhonne mere chehare ko jhuka mere mere honth choom lie. main sihar kar rah gaee !
man hee man main sochane lagee ki aane vaale pal kaise honge? kya hoga aage? agar meree choree pakadee gaee to? kya hoga jab inhen pata chalega meree asaliyat ka? kisee tarah aaj kee raat tal jae bas !
mainne socha ki kaise bhee ho aaj kee raat tal jae ! baad kee baad mein dekhee jaegee.
mainne chunaree kheench kar apane chehare par lapet see lee to inake aur mere chehare ke beech ek parda ho gaya. inhen sharaarat soojhee aur apana chehara mere vaksh par dabaane lage. mujhe laga ki aaj main nahin bachoongee, ye to utaavale ho rahe hain.
main inako baaton mein lagaane ke lie bolee- baahar sab jaag rahe hain ! aaj ye sab rahane do, kuchh baat karo na !
shaayad ajay ko meree baat theek lagee aur ye mujhase baaten karane lage ! mujhe bataane lage ki ham log haneemoon ke lie shimala ja rahe hain lekin hisaar pahunchane ke 4-5 din baad.
isee tarah kee baaten karate karate ham donon kab so gae pata hee laga.
jee haan ! ham donon suhaagaraat ko bhee so gae the.
mujhe subah jaldee uthane kee aadat thee to main chhah baje ke kareeb jaag gaee to apane ko inakee baahon mein paaya. ye so rahe the, mainne dheere se apane ko inase chhudaaya aur uth kar baatharoom jaakar haath-munh dhoe.
daravaaja khol kar baahar gaee to vaheen par mausee aur mammee so rahee thee.
dheere se mausee ko jagaane kee koshish kee lekin mammee jaise jaag hee rahee thee.
mammee ne poochha- itanee jaldee jaag gaee too? kunvar sa so rahe hain? unako chhod kar kyon aa gaee too? koee pareshaanee to nahin huee raat ko?
mammee ka aashay main samajh gaee thee par anajaan banate hue bolee- kaisee pareshaanee? ye so rahe hain! main kya karoon?
hamaaree khusar-fusar se mausee bhee jaag gaee thee aur hamaaree baaten sun rahee thee. mausee aur mammee donon meree or se chintit thee, main jaanatee thee, yah bhee jaanatee thee ki donon kee pareshaanee ka kaaran alag alag hai. mausee ko to vahee mere vaala dar sata raha tha jabaki mammee shaayad mere pratham sahavaas ko lekar pareshaan thee ki pata nahin kaise kya hua hoga, koee pareshaanee ya takaleef vagaira vagaira !
mausee ne mammee ko chaay banaane ko kah kar rasoee mein bhej diya aur adheer hokar mujhase poochhne lagee- theek raha?
main garv se bolee- mainne kuchh hone hee nahin diya.
mausee aashchary se bolee- kya?
haan mausee ! hamane kuchh aisa kiya hee nahin ! abhee tak to bach gaee ! aage pata nahin kya hoga?
mausee thodee santusht bhee dikhee aur thodee bechain bhee ! bolee- janvaee sa nai kosis bee na karee?
mainne uttar diya- shaayad inaka man to tha kuchh karane ka par mainne taal diya, kaha ki jab haneemoon par jaenge tab karenge !
mausee bolee- ib jijjee nai ke bataavaigee?
main bolee- main kya bataoongee?
kahaanee jaaree rahegee !
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