मेरा प्रिय पति
(Mere Priya Pati)
lekhika : neha varma
meree shaadee hue kareeb das saal ho gaye the. in das saalon mein main apane pati se hee tan ka sukh praapt karatee thee. unhen ab daayabiteej ho gaee thee aur kaafee badh bhee gaee thee. isee kaaran se unhen ek baar hrdayaghaat bhee ho chuka tha. ab to unakee yah haalat ho gaee thee ki unake land kee kasaavat bhee dheelee hone lagee thee. land ka kadakapan bhee nahin raha tha. unaka shishn mein bahut shithilata aa gaee thee. vaise bhee jab vo mujhe chodane kee koshish karate the to unakee saans fool jaatee thee, aur dhadakan badh jaatee thee. ab dheere dheere ranaveer se mera shaareerik sambandh bhee samaapt hone laga tha. par abhee main to apanee bharapoor javaanee par thee, 35 saal kee ho rahee thee.
jab se mujhe yah mahasoos hone laga ki mere pati mujhe chodane ke laayak nahin rahe to mujh par ek manovaigyaanik prabhaav hone laga. meree chudaee kee ichchha badhane lagee thee. raaton ko main vaasana se tadapane lagee thee. ranaveer ko yah pata tha par majaboor tha. main unaka land pakad kar khoob hilaatee thee aur dheele land par muth bhee maaratee thee, par usase to unaka veery skhalit ho jaaya karata tha par main to pyaasee rah jaatee thee.
main man hee man mein bahut udaas ho jaatee thee. mujhe to ek majaboot, kathor lauda chaahiye tha ! jo meree choot ko jam ke chod sake. ab mera man mere bas mein nahin tha aur meree nigaahen ranaveer ke doston par uthane lagee thee. ek dost to ranaveer ka khaas tha, vo aksar shaam ko aa jaaya karata tha.
mera pahala nishaana vahee bana. usake saath ab main chudaee kee kalpana karane lagee thee. mera dil usase chudaane ke liye tadap jaata tha. main usake sammukh vahee sab ghisee-pitee tarakeeben aajamaane lagee. main usake saamane jaatee to apane stano ko jhuka kar use darshaatee thee. use baar baar dekh kar matalabee nigaahon se use ukasaatee thee. yahee tarakeeben ab bhee karagaar saabit ho rahee thee. mujhe maaloom ho chuka tha tha ki vo meree giraft mein aa chuka hai, bas usakee sharam todane kee jaroorat thee. meree ye harakaten ranaveer se nahin chhup sakee. usane bhaamp liya tha ki mujhe land kee aavashyakata hai.
apanee majabooree par vo udaas sa ho jaata tha. par usane mere baare mein soch kar shaayad kuchh nirnay le liya tha. vo soch mein pad gaya …
“komal, tumhen bhopaal jaana tha na… kaise jaogee ?”
“are, vo hai na tumhaara dost, raaja, usake saath chalee jaoongee !”
“tumhen pasand hai na vo…” usane meree or soonee aankho se dekha.
meree aankhe dar ke maare fatee rah gaee. par ranaveer ke aankho mein pyaar tha.
“nahin aisee to koee baat nahin hai … bas mujhe us par vishvaas hai.”
“mujhe maaf kar dena, komal… main tumhen santusht nahin kar paata hoon, bura na maano to ek baat kahoon?”
“jee… aisee koee baat nahin hai … yah to meree kismat kee baat hai…”
“main jaanata hoon, raaja tumhen achchha lagata hai, usakee aankhen bhee mainne pahachaan lee hai…”
“to kya ?…” mera dil dhadak utha .
“tum bhopaal mein do teen din usake saath kisee hotal mein ruk jaana … tumhen main aur nahin baandhana chaahata hoon, main apanee kamajoree jaanata hoon.”
“jaanoo … ye kya kah rahe ho ? main jindagee bhar aise hee rah loongee.” mainne ranaveer ko apane gale laga liya, use bahut chooma… usane meree haalat pahachaan lee thee. usaka kahana tha ki meree jaanakaaree mein tum sab kuchh karo taaki samay aane par vo mujhe kisee bhee pareshaanee se nikaal sake. raaja ko bhopaal jaane ke liye mainne raajee kar liya.
par ranaveer kee haalat par mera dil rone laga tha. shaam kee deelaks bas mein ham donon ko ranaveer chhodane aaya tha. raaja ko dekhate hee main sab kuchh bhool gaee thee. bas aane vaale palon ka intazaar kar rahee thee. main bahut khush thee ki usane mujhe chudaane kee chhoot de dee thee. bas ab raaja ko raaste mein pataana tha. paanch baje bas ravaana ho gaee. ranaveer soonee aankhon se mujhe dekhata raha. ek baar to mujhe phir se roolaee aa gaee… usaka dil kitana bada tha … use mera kitana khyaal tha… par mainne apanee bhaavanaon par jaldee hee kaaboo pa liya tha.
hamaara hansee majaak safar mein jaldee hee shuroo ho gaya tha. raaste mein mainne kaee baar usaka haath dabaaya tha, par usakee himmat nahin ho rahee thee. par kab tak vo apane aap ko rok paata… aakhir usane mera haath bhee daba hee diya. main khush ho gaee…
raasta khul raha tha. mainne taeet salavaar kurta pahan rakha tha. andar paintee nahin pahanee thee, bra bhee nahin pahanee thee. yah mera pahale se hee socha hua kaaryakram tha . vo mere haathon ko dabaane laga. usaka land bhee paint mein ubhar kar apanee upasthiti darsha raha tha. usake land ke kadakapan ko dekh kar main bahut khush ho rahee thee ki ab ise land se mastee se chudaee karoongee. main kisee bhee haalat mein raaja ko nahin chhodane vaalee thee.
“komal … kya main tumhen achchha lagata hoon…?”
“hoon … achchhe log achchhe hee lagate hain…” mainne jaan kar apana chahara usake chehare ke paas kar liya. raaja kee tej nigaahen doosare logon ko parakh rahee thee, ki koee unhen dekh to nahin raha hai. usane dheere se mere gaal ko choom liya. main muskara uthee … mainne apana ek haath usakee jaangho par rakh diya aur haule haule se dabaane lagee. mujhe jaldee shurooaat karanee thee, taaki use main bhopaal se pahale apanee adaon se ghaayal kar sakoon.
yahee hua bhee …… seete oonchee thee atah vo bhee mere gale mein haath daal kar apana haath meree choochiyon tak pahunchaane kee koshish karane laga. par haay raam ! bas ek baar usane kathor choochiyon ko dabaaya aur jaldee se haath hata liya. main tadap kar rah gaee. badale mein mainne bhee usaka ubhara land daba diya aur seedhe ho kar baith gaee. par mera dil khushee se balliyon uchhal raha tha. raaja mere kabje mein aa chuka tha. andhera badh chuka tha… tabhee bas ek mid-ve par rukee.
raaja donon ke liye sheetal pey le aaya. kuchh hee der mein bas chal padee. do ghante pashchaat hee bhopaal aane vaala tha. mera dil sheetal pey mein nahin tha bas raaja kee or hee tha. main ek haath se pey pee rahee thee, par mera doosara haath … jee haan usakee paint mein kuchh talaashane laga tha … gadabad karane mein magashool tha. usaka bhee ek haath meree chikanee jaanghon par fisal raha tha. mere shareer mein taraavat aane lagee thee. ek lambe samay ke baad kisee mard ke saath sampark hone ja raha tha. ek solid tana hua land choot mein ghusane vaala tha. yah soch kar hee main to nashe mein kho gaee thee.
tabhee usakee angulee ka sparsh mere daane par hua. main sih uthee. mainne jaldee se idhar udhar dekha aur kisee ko na dekhata pa kar mainne chain kee saans lee. mainne apanee chunnee usake haath par daal dee. andhere ka faayada utha kar usane meree choochiyaan bhee sahala dee thee. main ab svatantr ho kar usake land ko sahala kar usakee motaee aur lambaee ka jaayaja le rahee thee.
main baar baar apana mukh usake honthon ke sameep laane ka prayatn kar rahee thee. usane bhee meree taraf dekha aur mere par jhuk gaya. usake geele honth mere honthon ke kabje mein aa gaye the. mauka dekh kar mainne paint kee zip khol lee aur haath andar ghusa diya. usaka land andaraviyar ke andar tha, par theek se pakad mein aa gaya tha.
vo thoda sa vichalit hua par jara bhee virodh nahin kiya. mainne usakee andaraviyar ko hata kar nanga land pakad liya. mainne josh mein usake honthon ko jor se choos liya aur mere mukh se choosane kee jor se aavaaj aaee. raaja ek dam se door ho gaya. par bas kee aavaaj mein vo kisee ko sunaee nahin dee. main vaasana mein nidhaal ho chukee thee. man kar raha tha ki vo mere angon ko masal daale. apana land meree choot mein ghusa daale … par bas mein to yah sab sambhav nahin tha. main dheere dheere jhuk kar usakee jaanghon par apana sar rakh liya. usakee jip khulee huee thee, land mein se ek bheenee bheenee se veery jaisee sugandh aa rahee thee. mere mukh se land bahut nikat tha, mera man use apane mukh mein lene ko machal utha. mainne usaka land paint mein se kheench kar baahar nikaal liya aur apane mukh se havaale kar liya. raaja ne meree chunnee mere oopar daal dee. usake land ke bas do chaar sutake hee liye the ki bas kee laeeten jal uthee thee. bhopaal aa chuka tha. mainne jaise sone se uthane ka bahaana banaaya aur angadaee lene lagee. mujhe aashchary hua ki safar to bas pal bhar ka hee tha ! itanee jaldee kaise aa gaya bhopaal ? raat ke nau baj chuke the.
raaste mein bas staind aane ke pahale hee ham donon utar gaye. raaja mujhe kah raha tha ki ghar yahaan se paas hee hai, taiksee le lete hain. main yah sun kar tadap gaee- saala chudaee kee baat to karata nahin hai, ghar bhejane kee baat karata hai.
mainne raaja ko sujhaav diya ki ghar to savere chalenge, abhee to kisee hotal mein bhojan kar lete hain, aur kaheen ruk jaayenge. is samay ghar mein sabhee ko takaleef hogee. unhen khaana banaana padega, thaharaane kee kavaayad shuroo ho jaayegee, vagairah.
use baat samajh mein aa gaee. raaja ko mainne hotal ka pata bataaya aur vahaan chale aaye.
“tumhaare ghar vaale kya sochenge bhala…”
“tumhen kya … main koee bhee bahaana bana doongee.”
kamare mein aate hee ranaveer ka phon aa gaya aur poochhane laga. mainne use bata diya ki raaste mein to meree himmat hee nahin huee, aur ham donon hotal mein ruk gaye hain.
“kisaka phon tha… ranaveer ka …?”
“haan, mainne bata diya hai ki ham ek hotal mein alag alag kamare mein ruk gaye hain.”
“to theek hai …” raaja ne apane kapade utaar kar tauliya lapet liya tha, mainne bhee apane kapade utaare aur oopar tauliya daal liya.
“main nahaane ja rahee hoon …”
“theek hai main baad mein naha loonga.”
mujhe bahut gussa aaya … yoon to hua nahin ki mera tauliya kheench kar mujhe nangee kar de aur baath room mein ghus kar mujhe khoob dabaaye … chheeh … ye to lalloo hai. main man maar kar baath room mein ghus gaee aur tauliya ek taraf lataka diya. ab main nangee thee.
mainne jharana khol diya aur thandee thandee fuhaaron ka aanand lene lagee.
“komal jee, kya main bhee aa jaoon nahaane…?”
main phir se kheej uthee… kaisa hai ye aadamee … saala ek nangee stree ko dekh kar bhee hichakicha raha hai. mainne use hans kar tirachhee nigaahon se dekha. vo nanga tha …
usaka land tannaaya hua tha. meree hansee foot padee.
“to kya aise hee khade rahoge … vo bhee aisee haalat mein … dekho to jara…”
mainne apana haath badhaakar usaka haath thaam liya aur apanee or kheench liya. usane ek gaharee saans lee aur usane meree peeth par apana shareer chipaka liya. usaka khada land mere chootadon par fisalane laga. meree saansen tej ho gaee. mere geele badan par usake haath fisalane lage. meree bheegee huee choochiyaan usane daba daalee. mera dil tejee se dhadakane laga tha. ham donon jharane kee bauchhaar mein bheegane lage. usaka land meree chootadon kee daraar ko cheer kar chhed tak pahunch gaya tha. main apane aap jhuk kar usake land ko raasta dene lagee. land ka dabaav chhed par badhata gaya aur haay re ! ek fak kee aavaaj ke saath andar pravesh kar gaya. usaka land jaise meree gaand mein nahin balki jaise mere dil mein utar gaya tha. main aanand ke maare tadap uthee.
aakhir meree dil kee ichchha pooree huee. ek aanand bharee cheekh mukh se nikal gaee.
usane land ko phir se baahar nikaala aur jor se phir thoons diya. mere bheege huye badan mein aag bhar gaee. usake haathon ne mere ubhaaron ko jor jor se hilaana aur masalana aarambh kar diya tha. usaka haath aage se badh kar choot tak aa gaya tha aur usakee do anguliyaan meree choot mein utar gaee thee. mainne apanee donon taangen faila lee thee.
usake shot tej hone lage the. ativaasana se bharee main bechaaree jaldee hee jhad gaee.
usaka veery bhee meree taeet gaand mein ghusane ke kaaran jaldee nikal gaya tha.
ham snaan karake baahar aa gaye the. pati patnee kee tarah hamane ek doosare ko pyaar kiya aur raatri bhojan hetu neeche prasthaan kar gaye.
tabhee ranaveer ka phon aaya,” kaisee ho. baat banee ya nahin…?”
“nahin jaanoo, vo to so gaya hai, main bhee khaana khaakar sone ja rahee hoon !”
“tum to buddhoo ho, pate pataaye ko nahin pata sakatee ho…?”
“are vo to mujhe bhaabhee hee kahata raha … lift hee nahin maar raha hai, aakhir tumhaara sachcha dost jo thahara !”
“dhatt, ek baar aur koshish karana abhee … dekho chud kar hee aana ….”
“are haan mere jaanoo, koshish to kar rahee hoon na … gudanaeet”
main mardon kee fitarat pahachaanatee thee, so mainne chudaee kee baat ko gupt rakhana hee behatar samajha. raaja meree baaton ko samajhane kee koshish kar raha tha. ham donon khaana khaakar sone ke liye kamare mein aa gaye the. meree to yah yaatra haneemoon jaisee thee, maheenon baad main chudane vaalee thee. gaand to chuda hee chukee thee. mainne turant halke kapade pahane aur bistar par kood gaee aur taangen pasaar kar let gaee.
“aao na … let jao …” usaka haath kheench kar mainne use bhee apane paas leta diya.
“raaja, ghar par tumane khoob tadapaaya hai … bade shareef ban kar aate the !”
“aapane to bhee bahut sharaafat dikhaee… bhaiya bhaiya kah kar mere land ko hee jhuka detee thee !”
“to aur kya kahatee, sainya… sainya kahatee … baahar to bhaiya hee theek rahata hai.”
main usake oopar chadh gaee aur usakee jaanghon par aa gaee.
“yah dekh, saala ab kaisa kadak raha hai … nikaaloon main bhee kya apanee fuddee…” mainne aankh maaree.
“ai hat besharam … aisa mat bol…” raaja meree baaton se jhemp gaya.
“are ja re … meree pyaaree see choot dekh kar tera land dekh to kaisa jor maar raha hai.”
“teree bhaasha sun kar mera land to aur fool gaya hai…”
“to ye le daal de tera land meree geelee myaanee mein….”
mainne apanee choot khol kar usaka laal supaada apanee choot mein sama diya. ek sisakaaree ke saath main usase lipat padee. mujhe vishvaas nahin ho raha tha ki kisee gair mard ka land meree pyaasee choot mein utar raha hai. mainne apanee choot ka aur jor lagaaya aur use poora sama liya. usaka foola hua behad kadak lauda meree choot ke andar-baahar hone laga tha. main aahen bhar bhar kar apanee choot ko daba daba kar land le rahee thee. mujhamen apaar vaasana chadhee ja rahee thee. itanee ki main besudh see ho gaee. jaane kitanee der tak main usase chudatee rahee. jaise hee mera ras nikala, meree tandra tootee. main jhad rahee thee, raaja bhee kuchh hee der mein jhad gaya.
mera man halka ho gaya tha. main chudane se bahut hee prafullit thee. kuchh hee der mein meree palaken bhaaree hone lagee aur main gaharee nidra mein so gaee. achaanak raat ko jaise hee meree gaand mein land utara, meree neend khul gaee. raaja phir se meree gaand se chipaka hua tha. main paanv faila kar ultee let gaee. vo meree peeth chadh kar meree gaand maarane laga. main letee letee sisakaariyaan bharatee rahee. usaka veery nikal kar meree gaand mein bhar gaya. ham phir se let gaye. gaand chudane se meree choot mein phir se jaag ho gaee thee. mainne dekha to raaja jaag raha tha. mainne use apane oopar kheench liya aur main ek baar phir se raaja ke neeche dab gaee. usaka land meree choot ko maarata raha. meree choot kee pyaas bujhaata raha. phir ham donon skhalit ho gaye. ek baar phir se neend ka saamraajy tha. jaise hee meree aankh khulee subah ke nau baj rahe the.
“main chaay mangaata hoon, jitane tum fresh ho lo !”
naashta karane ke baad raaja bola,”ab chalo tumhen ghar pahuncha doon…”
par ghar kise jaana tha… yah to sab ek sochee samajhee yojana thee.
“kya chalo chalo kar rahe ho ?… ek daur aur ho jaaye !”
raaja kee aankhe chamak uthee … deree kis baat kee thee… vo lapak kar mere oopar chadh gaya.
mere choot ke kapaat phir se khul gaye the. bhachaabhach chudaee hone lagee thee. beech mein do baar ranaveer ka phon bhee aaya tha. chudane ke baad mainne ranaveer ko phon lagaaya.
“kya raha jaanoo, chudee ya nahin…?”
“are abhee to vo utha hai … ab dekho phir se koshish karoongee…”
teen dinon tak main usase jee bhar kar chudee, choot kee saaree pyaas bujha lee. phir jaane ka samay bhee aaya. raaja ko abhee tak samajh nahin aaya tha ki yahaan teen tak ham donon maatr chudaee hee karate rahe… main apane ghar to gaee hee nahin.
“par ranaveer ko pata chalega to…?”
“mujhe ranaveer ko samajhaana aata hai !”
ghar aate hee ranaveer mujh par bahut naaraaj hua. teen dinon mein tum raaja ko nahin pata sakee.
“kya karoon jaanoo, vo to tumhaara sachcha dost hai na… haath tak nahin lagaaya !”
“achchha to vo chikana ankit kaisa rahega…?”
“yaar use to main nahin chhodane vaalee, chikana bhee hai… usake oopar hee chadh jaoongee…”
ranveer ne mujhe phir pyaar se dekha aur mere seene ko sahala diya.
“see sa sa seeeeeeeeee …aise mat karo na … phir chudane kee ichchha ho jaatee hai.”
“oh soree… jaanoo … lo vo ankit aa gaya !”
ankit ko fansaana koee kathin kaam nahin tha, par ranaveer ke saamane yah sab kaise hoga…. use bhee dheere se dore daal kar mainne apane jaal mein fansa liya. phir doosara paintara aajamaaya. suraksha ke lihaaj se mainne dekha ki ankit ka kamara hee achchha tha. usake kamare mein jaakar chud aaee aur ranaveer ko pata bhee hee nahin chal paaya.
mujhe laga ki jaise main dheere dheere randee banatee ja rahee hoon … mere pati dev apane doston ko lekar aa jaate the aur ek ke baad ek naye land milate hee ja rahe the … aur main koee na koee paintara badal kar chud aatee thee… hai na yah galat baat !
pativrata hona patnee ka pahala kartavy hai. par aap jaanate hai na chor to vo hee hota hai jo choree karata hua pakada jaaye … main abhee tak to pativrata hee hoon … par chudane se pativrata hone ka kya sambandh hai ? yah vishay to bilkul alag hai. main apane pati ko sachche dil se chaahatee hoon. unhen chaahana chhod doongee to mere liye mardon ka prabandh kaun karega bhala ?
mere jaanoo… mere dilavar, tumhaare laaye huye mard se hee to main chudatee hoon …
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